now im crying lol.. imagine a world where we could just feel safe around most people. imagine a world where i don't look at anyone being kind to me with suspicion
francis
@dilfkink.kindboys.online
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22 / bisexual trans man / professional ruminator
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all i know is how to run. all i know is saving myself.
what if there's nothing to save myself from? what if im simply safe?
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like. ur talking to me like an actual person rather than doing the “oooh im being so supportive of ur brave transness” schtick???
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i don't want anyone to be bigoted against me. im thankful when they're not.
but i don't know what to do then. i scripted the worst case scenario in my head. i carry my mace on me. i isolate myself. i dont believe in anyone so i can never be let down
but then i don't have to do that? what then?
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there's something to be said about the unbearable discomfort some may feel when their worst fears of someone in an oppressor group don't come to fruition
i get so confused when cishets irl talk to me and are kind like can't you tell im a [esoteric homophobic slur] [esoteric transphobic slur] why are you treating me like a human you're supposed to hate me
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i thought i was the only one too😭🙏
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it makes me so uncomfortable. it's not that i don't want them to be nice to me, it's just that i can't understand why they're doing that
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there is no other way, i must become him
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i get so confused when cishets irl talk to me and are kind like can't you tell im a [esoteric homophobic slur] [esoteric transphobic slur] why are you treating me like a human you're supposed to hate me
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can someone just adopt me as a pet, like can an extrovert just claim me and be like 'yeah you're mine now' okay!!! Yay!!!
